Yes I am.. although I don’t even know who bothers to read my blog anymore.
Just did not have much mood to type updates.. But well, life is pretty much the same.. if not boring and lacking in motivation. Have been losing a lot of self esteem and morale during the recent weeks again..
As it should not be of much surprise, there can only be one reason I am choosing to pin the blame on: A superior at work who is simply inconsiderate, selfish, unprofessional, annoying to the core, oh and did I mention selfish? I recall a time when I implied I was mildly appreciative that her highly unpleasant and demoralisingly abusive tone made a turn for change.. I would officially like to take that back now. Not because she became all nasty again, but because I suddenly just don’t think there should be anything about her personality to be appreciative for. Also, because having a nicer tone doesn’t in any way mean a change in working styles or habits; it doesn’t mean she has become more responsible; it doesn’t mean pushes less crap to me; it doesn’t mean she is less obsessed with her stupid sales figure (which she isn’t even getting commission for).. and it most definitely does not mean she’s even slightly more professional.
I’ve heard that she’s been in the company for about 20 years odd, so I’m guessing she’s in her current position only because of that. It’s sad that she thinks she can get all tyranny just because she’s been around that long or because I’m someone who reports directly to her. I can only hope that I don’t become like her, if I can even withstand being under her for another year.
Oh well, waking up at such hours and finding myself blogging to rant about her is definitely not normal. I’m not even going to see her later since she is on leave and here I am doing this.
Mentally unstable much? Tsk tsk..
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