Even here I am reluctant to actually reveal what it is that’s been bugging me of late. But I think I have sort of told this to only one person. Although I never actually said what my concerns and fears were so that never came to any conclusion or I never got an opinion..
Anyway, to make it as subtle as possible, it’s kind of something which some people around me have sort of speculated before on more than one occasion, but nothing turned out to be true back then. Even I never saw any possibility or likelihood of any of that myself.
Things have been different lately. It is apparently happening. Well, to me at least. I mean this is what I see and derive, but yet I have reservations. I don’t have the confidence to affirm anything or attempt that.
If things really get to that point, then my fears will probably haunt me for quite a while.
Let’s see how long I can hold all this off on my part before it all starts to eat me alive.
