my rave&rant corner

Well, things are pretty calm and peaceful now… although something somehow feels missing. Don’t know what is it though. And for some bizarre and unknown reason I don’t know why I started crying last night. There was a complicated mixture of thoughts going through my mind, yet I cannot pinpoint exactly what was what and [...]

Is this a form of karma for me? Am I getting back what I gave because it’s a form of retribution that I deserve?
Fucked up life.

It’s interesting but shocking to know what a flu shot can do. It may be a one-in-a-million thing, but when I read the story and video of this one-in-a-million case, I think it’s quite sad, yet I admire her for her courage and strength to face the fact that life goes on.
http://www.nbcwashington.com/topics/?topic=Desiree+Jennings
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uR5p_bD3uLc

I have, for the past few days found myself waking up with a whole load of uneasy thoughts bugging my mind, feeling frustrated…
The recent things that happened and that I was told have resulted in me feeling like I suddenly no longer have any purpose or objective in life, neither do I know what I [...]

time to stand on my own two feet. no more being so dependant on anyone anymore. it brings nothing but disaster. it’s better to count only on myself to solve my own problems, my problems are my responsibility after all. why share it with others and burden them? so much for so little, looks like [...]

I am sick and tired of having to cope with and tolerate so much of nonsense. I am exhausted from being nice and everything I try gets taken for granted and/or not appreciated.

Hooray!

check this out, found it on a friend’s friend’s links n facebook. while some of the photos look rather appetizing, others just look weird.. haha. like that “meat baby”? i thought it looked more like some scary looking gingerbreadman spoof. but some look quite interesting and even unique too. maybe i’m more swakoo than i [...]